I wrote this out a while ago...now I'm blogging it on here. So read. This is where I was at a few weeks ago.
I don't know if I've ever had a strong relationship with God...It's weird. I always thought I couldn't grow and learn unless somehow I was learning about God, or at least talking to him. Lately it hasn't been anything, but I still feel attached to him and like I'm growing. At the same time my thinking has stopped. The challenging thoughts I had while going to PRBI have stopped coming. I had one while in Edmonton...a thought about preference. How we complain about the weather...but it's not that we complain...I mean...yes, that is complaining. But I thought..."why do we complain? We know it can't change or do anything...so why do we bother?" And I decided it's because we have preference. God made us unique right? Unique people with unique preferences. Preferences for weather. We all have the kind of weather we enjoy for certain reasons. Juli enjoys rain...she loves it! Ashley Lupo...Budd...sorry (he) enjoys storms, he loves them! Ashley Braun loves sunny beachy weather. I...I don't know. I think I like it when it's warm, sunny, but sprinkling rain. A light warm wind. Warm...and light rain, with a rainbow...so pretty. Anyway...we all have preferences...right? And sometimes it depends on the mood we are in too. At the time, this thought had a spiritual meaning as well. Right now it is hidden from my mind. Good thought though eh? I liked it. I decided it's okay to have a preference...it's not okay to complain. So at that point...I decided I'd be happy with the weather. "whatever the weather" as Riley Armstrong says. ha. Ya....
The town of GP is finally working on the road by my house. They're making it so there are 4 roads in total....umm...what is it called? A two way highway? I don't know. Either way, it's great!!! hahahaha...ya riiiight! BEEP BEEP BEEP...right now. It's 10 mins to 12 a.m and they are working. A couple nights ago they worked all through the night, as if the heat doesn't already keep me from getting sleep. Somehow though I get enough sleep...God is amazing that way. Even if it seems I don't get what I need I have plenty! So...don't complain Robyn. 2 days ago I woke up and heard the beeping right? I thought it was my alarm and was very confused because I've been using my phone alarm which plays a tune and not a beep beep. I haven't even plugged in my alarm since I got home from PRBI. So then I thought "it must be my parents' alarm"....but it kept going...and it was a different beeping. And then it hit me that they were working all through the night. Crazy! They have to do shifts...ya...stupid thought...of course they do shifts! ha. Anyway, that's pretty much all I have to say. I was adding pictures and I've been wanting to blog for a while...now is the time I suppose.